Wait with Purpose
Avoid getting negative when you look at your circumstances. Actively wait on God to give you strength to walk in the fruit of the Spirit (Galatians -23). Wait with purpose, silently listening for Him to speak, eagerly watching for him to act. Tell Him. “Lord, I receive strength to be Your ambassador and witness. Your Word tells me to love people who mistreat me. Though it is hard to do in the natural, I receive strength from You to be loving today”. Then watch for the opportunity to act Godly as He gives you strength to do so.